Special?

You don't have to be special enough to deserve anything. You deserve everything because being special isn't a requirement in success. There's no one to assign you on whether you are supposed to be special or normal. People can stab you in the heart with words of discouragement, but they'll never deter you. After all, it's about how they think about you; you know that what they think about you isn't true, what is there to hinder you to deserve everything? The definition of "special" varies among each persona. Don't worry about what they say to you, for you are special in your eyes, in my eyes, and most importantly in HIS eyes. Strive for the best, never let your ambition be broken. Always know that there's someone who cares for you, very far away but always by your side, when you are crying, when you are giving up hope; there's someone there for you.

You ARE special in HIS eyes, that is all that matters.