September 11

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"The difference between us and you - O cowards - is that you fear death and are frightened by it, whereas we hope for it and seek it in God's path."

Osama bin Laden

When I was aboard Star Cruise Virgo, I ran into my aunt's room and I heard a news, that America was being attack, a building was in flames and one collapse due to two aeroplanes flying through it. I didn't understand how sad this incident is till I grew older. Thinking back on all the deaths and people suffering, I finally understood why people are so affected by this incident.

I went to Ground Zero last year in my visit and US. When I was there, all my emotions, all excitement and happiness was just drained out, all because of this incident. I almost cried.

I read the article (the link above) just now and it made me angry. Islam is a religion and as we all know, Muslims are peace lovers. I have Islam friends and I love hanging out with this particular guy. But, some people just misinterpret the Al-Quran.... Either that, or whatever they say in our History book is fake. One thing I can say, people are not afraid of dying, everybody knows that whether we like it or not, we're gonna die anyway. People are afraid, of people like Osama, going around and KILLING people. KILLING, being KILLED, that's the fear of most of the people. Suicide to kill others is not an honour, it's a crappy thing to show loyalty. Why focus on killing others and not love?

Skipping the September 11 incident, read THIS.

Malaysians, spoilt Malaysians. They are lazy and they do nothing but cause trouble. They had some crap gathering and it turned into a riot. They kill and they disrespected the Jalur Gemilang. I say, kill them rioters. I understand that opposing the government to get votes is very stressful. Having debates and pointing our the government mistakes, now that's a good thing to do to win over people's votes. But rioting and burning our country's flag?! All I can say is that, those people don't deserve to live in Malaysia. They should be punished heavily. You wanna win votes to govern Malaysia, why cause so much trouble? Why disrespect the symbols of Malaysia? Crap people.

Uh-Oh

I was ready for Biology, I revised, and wasn't stressing last night. BUT (there's always a BUT)... I forgot the points to the formation of pollen grains... *cries* I understood the process and stuff but these particular part I forgot!!!! Argh... But in the end I just wrote what I remembered. All for God.

Biology paper was alright. Not that difficult, not that easy, just nice =). After I finished my paper just now, the feeling was like, exam's over! Come on, it's not my fault. Biology paper is usually at the ending part of the exam period. The time table for this exams is so twisted. The language papers are all towards the end of the exam period and English is the LAST paper... Ish! Haha...

Gonna revise for Chemistry paper three today. Then at night I'll study the last chapter for Physics. Then tomorrow I'll start revision. I'm not going for Pn. Asiah's BM tuition tomorrow. Gonna revise Physics.

Sleeepppyyyyy......

I don't know what happened last night. I really wasn't feeling stressed out at all when trials was coming but then when I was revising Chemistry, I felt, very pressured. And I can bet with you that I stayed up the whole night turning and lying on my bed, not sleeping. I actually woke up before my mum knocked on the door as I can hear her footsteps approaching my room.

I felt desperate for help. God has shown me once again how much I needed Him. Not because of the pressure of studying, because I felt lost, I felt empty. When I practice drums these days I don't feel satisfied. When I study, I don't feel satisfied. Everything I do, it's like just doing it to waste time. He really told me indirectly in this experience that I can't live without Him. Thank God for His help and company today when I was sitting for my Chemistry paper. The paper was alright, not too difficult, not too easy. I felt that the standard is the same as my school papers' standard, only thing different is that the Salts topic is included this time.

Got to go now. Revising Bio. Hope I don't get stressed out again for nothing. Glory to God. I came online just to type out this post, to tell everyone that your relationship with God, is very important. God bless you (readers).

My Head's Light....

I can't feel any weight from my head.... My hair's gone :(... Went for a cut just now.... *cries*

50 Hours of Drumming, Non-Stop!

I gotta hand it to Vince from DrummerForChrist, the event's awesome man! Good job! God bless you and all glory goes to Him!

I went to check out the 50 hours of non-stop drumming last night at around 11+PM till 1:30AM. Wow, it rocked man. Seriously, I regretted not burning time just for this event man. Vince called me to join but screw you trials! Haha! I didn't join because of my trials. The drummers were awesome. Excluding two teenagers. One was just banging hard and making his other two partners lose beat, and the other is just, showing off, and ALSO making his partners lose beat (three drummers were playing simultaneously). I enjoyed watching them drummer playing for Christ.

There was one drummer who was smoking after his session - WEARING THE DRUMMER FOR CHRIST T-SHIRT.... FOR CHRIST... And his smoking.... You might tell me that smoking is nothing at all but, do you understand the meaning of bad impression? That really made me sad because he's a good drummer but screw his smoking habits....

Glory to God for this wonderful event!

WHAT?!

You mean I've been singing Mamula Moon and not Negaraku for the pass 11 years?!

Word Of Advice:

Never play Yahoo! Pool while you're studying with sleepy and droopy eyes...